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He's a band-aid.
I was hurt, and I wrapped him around me,
Stuck him to my broken bits so I wouldn't bleed my poor little heart out.
Then, when I felt better, I pulled him away.
But I wasn't better, and the scab stuck, and my wounds opened up,
And it hurt so much more than I thought it could.
I tried to reattach him, to cover up my pain, but I couldn't.
He just won't stick anymore.
I keep trying, I keep wrapping him around me, but it's pointless.
Band-aids are one time use.
Desire: The way I reach for you, always.
Pleasure: You, here, with me.
Electricity: The spark that dances its way from me to you.
Fragile: My heart, in your hands.
Dangerous: The way you talk when we're alone.
Pain: The ache I feel when I know you're not there.
Loss: You're not there.
Love: No, not this.
Mixed messages have me missing out on you.
Your words speak a different language than your touch.
Do you want this?
No.
But your eyes stay with me,
Your breath is on my neck,
And I feel so close
Even though your words keep their distance.
I met a fortune teller
at a bus stop one day.
She read my palms and
told me about my great
loves, past present and
future. I've always
known my loveline was
broken, and I've always
ignored it. I treat
each and every love
as the one and only
greatest thing in my
life. I have loved,
I love, and I will love.
That is the story of
the broken loveline.
The fortune teller at
the bus atop understood.
She held my hand and
smiled, and then I
stepped aboard my bus
and continued on.
Fortunate
She wasn't wrong about that.
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She has values, of course.
She holds her head up high as she walks down the street.
She knows her right from wrong.
She has values,
But still, she deals in sex.
She'll sell her body for love, companionship,
For a taste of happily ever after.
She's the sort of girl you take home to your mother,
Even if you're not quite sure,
Because you so wish you were.
She's strong, and righteous,
And she has such strong values,
But still, she graces your bed for the night
If you are willing to pay her price.

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Bambi-Claire
Amber
Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
Canada
I think you can learn as much about a person from what they aren't and what they don't do as from what they are and what they do.
I don't drink, don't smoke, don't do drugs. I don't believe in sex without love. I don't like lies or the people who tell them. I don't drink coke or pepsi, and I don't like coffee. I don't like math. I'm not tall, but I'm not that short. I'm not all that special. I'm not very athletic, but I do like sports. I'm a good student but I don't like school much.
I try to be honest as much as possible. I don't lie, just don't always tell the whole story to everyone. Sometimes it's none of their business. I like to talk. I also like to listen. If you ever feel like venting to someone random, I'm here.
I love to write. I love drawing, singing, playing soccer and hanging out with friends. Photography is my passion and I finally got a decent camera. Music is also a major part of my life, but more listening and appreciating than creating.
I smile a lot. Almost all the time. People rarely notice when I'm unhappy, because then they get unhappy and that just makes me feel worse. I like positive people, positive energy, and things going how they should.
I don't hate anyone. I occasionally dislike people, but even then I will always be there for them if they need me. I'm often a human punching bag, because I know I can take it, so I let angry people become less angry without hurting anyone unnecessarily.
I'm way more scared of hurting people than I am of being hurt. Other people's pain causes me pain. I know my weaknesses, my limits, but I don't know theirs. I can always fix myself, but I can't fix them.
I see things differently from most people. That's something I took a long time to realize. Things have different colours for me. I can put myself in other people's shoes fairly easily, but then I have to carry their baggage, too. I am good at mediating other people's problems, because I can see the obvious solutions that aren't obvious to anyone else, but I'm terrible when I'm the one in a fight. I get defensive too easily, I can be a real bitch, and generally, when someone's mad at you, telling them something is obvious doesn't go too well.
I'm a complicated person because I try too hard to be simple. All I really want is to be understood.
Interests

Something With The Emotion Of Poetry

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 24, 2012, 9:47 PM


But lacking the eloquence.

Basically, some things for some people both in my life and drifting out of it.

1. You make me smile, even on my worst days. I was getting better before I met you, but you make me better every second I'm with you. Knowing you love me changes everything.

2. I worry about you, but I'm no quite sure I have the right to just yet. I like that you seem to trust me, though. That means a lot.

3. You used to mean everything to me. You were my best friend, and now, you're nothing. It doesn't seem right, but there's so much distance between us now it doesn't seem wrong either, and that's the worst part of all.

4. We've been through a lot, you and I. I'll admit, sometimes I hated you, but we seem to have leveled out these days, and I'm honoured that I'm going to be an "auntie" soon. I'm sure you'll prove the world wrong and raise a great kid. And if you don't, I'll just steal it from you.

5. You mean the world to me. You have since the day we met. I'm glad you feel the same way. Also, thank you so much for your selflessness. You let me be happy, even if it wasn't the happiness you hoped we could share. You make me want to be a better person.

6. I'm sorry I didn't get there in time to say goodbye. I miss you more than I can even comprehend right now. It just doesn't seem right, thinking you won't be there for Christmas this year, that we will never have another Sunday dinner with the whole family at your place, that I'll never get to bend in half to give you a hug again.

7. You're cool, and I hope we get to hang out more. I could use a chill girl friend over here. Hell, I could use any sort of friend.

So that's my random piece for today. Now I'm going to attempt sleeping super early 'cuz doing absolutely nothing with my life is exhausting.

  • Listening to: It's A Funny Thing - Jets Overhead

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Happy birthday Amber :iconhappybirthdaycakeplz: 
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Thanks for faving 'You play dirty', Amber!  :heart:
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Thanks for the favorite <3
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Thank you so much for the fave, Amber :rose:
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One day, Laura was surfing the internet. She was just looking at her favorite pages when all of a sudden a new tab opened up. She was confused, since she didn’t click on any link whatsoever. The tab didn’t show anything, just a white screen. When she tried to close the tab, nothing happened. She kept pressing the X to close it, but instead the tab turned to full size. Suddenly, the white screen of the tab turned completely black. It wasn’t only the tab screen that turned black, all the button and everything else on her screen did the same. Even her mouse disappeared off the screen. After a little while, she decided to turn her computer off because she simply thought it was broken. She made a big mistake. Out of nowhere, a full screen picture of her mother appeared on the black screen. As she looked at it, she could see that the pictures eyes slowly started bleeding. The longer she stared at it, the more frightening the picture became, until the picture resembled death itself. The speakers of her computer suddenly let out an extremely loud screaming noise. Laura covered her ears, but it didn’t help a single thing. She tried to leave her room, but the door didn’t budge when she tried to open it. The screaming noise just kept getting louder until it was too much for her…
Laura’s dead body was found later in her room when her dad returned home from his work…

Copy and paste this message 15 other plz accounts in less than 2 hours or you shall have the same fate as Laura did…
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thank you :)
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